Stop [Oneshot]

She stared at him intensively. His eyes were concentrated on the book he was reading. He could feel her eyes on him but he ignored them. She moved closer to him and kissed his neck lightly and slowly pulled away waiting for his reaction. Nothing. Her fingers dancing across his chest and his defined abs. He was fully aware of what she was trying to do but he knew the moment he looked at her, it would be over.

He kept reading his book. He wanted to see what else she would do to get what she wanted, desired. He wanted her to wait. 

"Aubrey" She purred softly. Her hand now grazing his v line. 

He did not have to look to know she was pouting. It was evident in her voice. She suddenly moved her hand and laid flat on her stomach. She pushed herself up making sure he could see her ass from the corner of his eye. Drake felt himself twitch.

"Stop" He firmly said.

Nicki was tired of her failed efforts to get him to come around. She sat on the back of her legs and pushed her hair out of her face. She took off her shirt and exposed her breasts. Drake was almost at the end of the chapter when he felt Nicki straddle him. Her hands were on his shoulders. 

She moved closer to his face and moaned in his ear. "I know you want me, she misses you"

She gently bit his earlobe, ran her tongue over it and heard him inhale in shock as he felt chills up his spine. Nicki placed delicate kisses across his jawline. She grabbed his book with one hand and threw it across the room. His distraction was gone.

She brushed his neck with her lips working her way down to the base of his throat where she bit down, hard. 

"Fuck me" She breathed. Drake finally looked at her and pushed her to the side of him. She landed on the bed with a loud thump. Drake pinned her hands above her head and stared at her.

"Next time, you're going to stop when I tell you to"

He lowered his head and captured one of her nipples in his mouth, nibbling on it. She flinched as his teeth grazed over it.  She moaned at the pleasure. He moved onto the other nipple before he licked down her slender body but he stopped when he reached her navel. His mouth lingered on the same spot for a while then he flicked his tongue against it. 

He made his way back to her face and got really close to her lips, so close she could feel him breathing. 

"Do you want me to relieve you of your sexual frustration?"

"Yes" She nodded. "I want you to fuck me"

"Well I'm not going to... yet" Nicki whimpered. He deviously grinned at her and let her hands go, just in time because he pulled her legs towards him and was in between her legs. She was not ready and almost jumped out of her skin. He viciously licked and she tried to escape with no avail so he gripped her thighs to keep her in place. He devoured her. Every time he got to taste her, it was like tasting paradise. He was intoxicated. 

"A-Aubrey" She screamed out. Her hand was on the back of his head pulling him closer to her. 

He looked up and saw Nicki panting. He swiftly inserted his fingers into her and went back between her legs. By this time, Nicki was reaching her second peak. The heat was radiating in her lower stomach and was soon approaching.

"I'm gonna, I'm gonna" Drake abruptly stopped. He picked up his book from the floor and sat back down on the bed, finishing where he left off.

"You bastard"

"Remember what I said. Next time, you're going to stop when I tell you to"

Just a little something till I can properly write something, bye.

The Morning After [Part 2]

Monday morning came quickly and Nicki was not ready to start her new job. She already had errands to run for Mr. Graham. Get his morning coffee from Starbucks and breakfast from the local diner. The traffic that morning was horrible and she arrived with about a minute to spare. She was told to have everything on his desk by 8:55 and be at the desk ready by 9. When she got to his office, he was already there.

"You're lucky it's your first day" She put on a fake smile and put his breakfast and coffee down. She fought the urge to roll her eyes as she walked away.

"Onika?" He called to her.

"Yes?" She turned back around to look at him. 

"Thanks" He smiled and she couldn't help but to smile back. 

That was one year ago. A lot had changed.

Drake walked into the building and rode the elevator to the top floor. He walked past his employers saying morning to them. He took a deep breath and walked past Nicki's desk. She was sorting out some files that were on her desk. Her curly hair was down and she was biting her lip as she flicked through them. Her blouse was not buttoned all the way, the first 3 were not done showing some cleavage. She looked up and released her bottom lip. 

"Good morning Mr. Graham" She smiled. "Your breakfast is already on your desk and I got those papers you asked for. I'm just going through them now so I'll bring them to you in a bit"

"T-thanks" He stuttered slightly and dragged his eyes away from her, walking into his office. He was on the phone when Nicki knocked on the door. 

He walked over to his glass window and motioned for her to come in. He sat back at his desk and she sat down on the chair directly in front of his desk. His conversation came to an end some time later.

"I've finished" 

"Want me to talk you through them?" Nicki placed them on his desk and leaned over to explain. "The top three are for Wednesday and the other two are for Friday. The first one's about a deal you having with..."

"You got it?" Nicki asked. The whole time Drake was not listening to her. Her breasts were practically in his face and he was distracted. He had not uttered a word or moved.

"Mr. Graham!" Drake snapped out of his trance.

"Yes?"

"I said did you get that?" Nicki looked at him and saw he still wasn't giving her eye contact.

"Umm I'm sorry, no"

"You seem distracted, want me to come back later?" She stood up straight and waited for him to answer.

"Yeah and do you mind staying back tonight? To help me?"

"No Mr. Graham, see you later on then" 

"Oh and Onika?"

"Yes?"

"Call me Drake" Nicki smiled before walking out and closing the door behind her. 

~

Everyone had left leaving Nicki and Drake alone. Nicki was exhausted, she had organised his schedules, took notes during his long and boring meetings and helped with future plans all she really wanted was to go home but she had promised she would stay to help. 

"I got you a cup of coffee" She smiled, holding up his cup.

"Thanks" They sat in silence. The only noise that could be heard was the rustling and stirring of papers, and them breathing. Nicki felt eyes on the side of her face, she looked over at Drake and saw him looking at her.

"Aww man, what now? What's on my face?" She pulled out her compact mirror and wiped the side of her mouth. Drake turned his focus back to the papers and finished his stack and she finished hers. Her bag was at the other side of the room on his little sofa. She went to put her things away and when she straightened up, she bumped into something.

"Oh my God, I didn't know you were behind me"

"You know that night has been in my mind since it happened. The lap-dance and the strip tease. And I know about your little teases and taunts. I want you to sit your ass on that desk and I'm going to fuck you so hard that you'll be begging for more" He whispered in her ear. Nicki dropped her bag and felt him kiss her neck.

In no time, Nicki was sat on his desk waiting for him. Drake returned and forcefully pushed her legs open. He captured her lips and kissed her passionately. His hand was working on undoing the rest of her buttons and unclasping her bra. She could feel his friend through his pants. She undid his tie and let it fall. One by one, she undid his buttons but soon became impatient and ripped his shirt. He pushed her down and tore off her shirt. She balanced on her elbows and looked at him as he removed the rest of his and her clothes. 

"Sit up" He was back between her legs. She quickly sat up and opened her mouth to speak but the words were stuck in her throat as he plunged into her. Her head rested on his shoulders as he showed her no mercy. His hands firmly gripped her thighs. With every moan, he went harder - not allowing her to catch her breath. Their bodies collided with every thrust and the intense feelings of an orgasm was beginning in both of them - Nicki more, she never had a sexual experience like this. 

"Mr Graham!" 

~

The next morning at the office was not any different. Nicki woke up and got ready to spend another day in the office. Since she was about 30 minutes early, she stopped and talked to the other employees then went upstairs to the floor she worked on. Drake's office was on a separate floor. 

"Drake?" She knocked and opened his door. He was nowhere to be seen. She had nothing to bring to him today which was strange.

She smirked at her own appearance in the mirror. Her high heels and tight jeans made her curves look even more appealing. Footsteps could be heard so she sat on his desk with her legs crossed. Drake opened the door and was taken back.

"How about we sort out some more papers?"

Excuse my shitty sex scene :x
Thank you to everyone that commented on part 1, I never expected some many people to like it never mind comment (it's my most commented post). Also thank you to everyone that reads any of my posts and views my blog because I hit 40,000 views a few hours ago, which is amazing :)

The Morning After

He woke up with a start. His head was banging and he had no idea where he was. The sun had not rose and the moonlight was the only light shining in the room. The bed was unfamiliar and so was the girl. All he could see was the side of her face and part of her body. Her makeup was still on her face and her lipstick was around her lips not on them.

"Shit!" He whispered to himself.

He looked over and saw an open envelope full of cash and a large stash of condoms in the half open draw of her bedside table. One word popped up in his head at that moment. Hooker.

Quietly he climbed out of bed and searched for his clothes. He quickly put them on and froze in place when he heard the bed squeak as she turned in her sleep. With one last look at her, he was out the door. 

~

"So what happened last night?"

"I slept with a hooker"

"What? You serious?"

"I didn't know at first but the proof was there, she had condoms and money in plain sight. I was out of there in seconds when I realised" 

"I can't even say you got lucky and you ripped her off by not paying" 

"Shut the fuck up man"

Drake went to his office and waited for his possible new assistants to start arriving. One by one, he interviewed them and none of them matched what he was looking for. They were all trying too hard and putting on an act, he understood why but it wasn't necessary. He chewed on his pen, thinking about what he should do. A knock burst his thought bubble.

"Come in"

"Sorry but we have a late one, she's not on the list" Drake nodded and signal for her to send her in.

A woman walked in not long after and shut the door behind her. Her dark brown hair was in a high bun, red lipgloss on her lips and silver studs on her ears. She was wearing a dark blue sheer blouse, a black pencil skirt and black heels to match. She shook his hand and introduced herself.

"Onika Maraj, nice to meet you" Her soft voice spoke. The moment their hands touched he took glimpsed at her face and something hit him.

"Excuse me a moment" He got up and left the room. He went in search of Mike, his best friend and work colleague. He soon spotted his friend in the lunch room chatting to a female colleague and drinking a cup of coffee. 

"Mike, it's her" Drake said. He was not even bothered that he disturbed a conversation. 

"Who?" Everyone in the office looked at them. Drake whispered in his ear to avoid anyone hearing.

"The girl I'm interviewing it's her, the one I slept with"

"She's here to get her money you better go back" Mike laughed. Drake ignored the laughter and went back to his office.

"Sorry about that" Drake cleared his throat and begin the interview. "So do you have any previous experience with a job like this?"

"If I'm being honest, no. But I did work-shadow at an office before and I have assisted someone before"

"Hmm... Okay" He wrote down what she said and wrote down some additional comments. "You are aware that you will be in here with me all day, 6 days a week"

"Yes, I am aware"

Drake went through the rest of the questions he had planned to ask and the interview was coming to a close. "Any questions?"

"I want an explanation as to why I woke up to find the guy who I hooked up with did not wait till at least the morning and say goodbye after having sex with me or be nice enough to leave a note, can you answer that?"

"Want to know why I didn't stay? I thought you were a hooker" 

"Do I look like a hooker?" She said with her arms across her chest. Drake gulped and shook his head.

"No but," Drake sighed. "You gave clear indications for me to think so. Money left near your bed and a draw full of condoms, does that not sound strange?"

"First of all, the money was from my last job I like to get paid in cash instead of having a check. I find it easier that way and I can tell if I'm being ripped off or not. And secondly, what is strange about a girl having condoms? Because some of you guys are too big or proud to get that yourself and there is nothing wrong with being safe"

He had nothing to say to her. He left his assumptions get the best of him. She laughed and shook her head.

"Can I make it up to you? Give me your number" He grabbed a piece of paper from his notepad and handed it to her with a pen.

"How unprofessional Mr. Graham" She took it from him and scribbled her number down for him then folded the note a few times.

Nicki stood up and placed the paper on his desk. "It was nice meeting you Mr. Graham", and with that she was gone.

Drake opened the note and was met by a nice little message. 'Nice try, go fuck yourself' 

~

Nicki had just had her shower and was lounging around. She was still in her bra and panties. It had been at least an hour since she showered. Her cereal bowl was next to her. The TV was on but on nothing she was interested in.

"I am the definition of lazy right now" She fell back on her bed. Just as her eyes closed, her phone rang.

"Hello?"

"This is Hilary Stone, calling on behalf of Aubrey Graham. Just letting you know that you have got the job, he is looking forward to see you on Monday at 9am"

Part 2, maybe?

To her, from him.

Dear Onika,

I love the feeling of your hands interlocking with me when your breathing starts to hitch. The moan you let out as my tongue touches the most sensitive part of your body. The sweet smell of your coconut body wash mixed with a hint of mango. The goosebumps that appear only when I touch you.

The words of encouragement and happiness that slip from your lips. "Don't stop" being my favourite of them all. Telling me how you've never been this pleasured with any other person and how you've never been touched like this before. 

On your back squirming and trying to escape. My head between your legs tasting you. Your hands reaching down pulling my head closer. Legs wrapped around my shoulders. Silent begs for me to go faster. Screams getting louder and louder. Eyes shut tightly to avoid looking at me. Sweat dripping down your chest, taking a detour around those little abs of yours. Watching you reach your peak over and over. Sucking your delicate skin and watching my marks of passion appear like bruises. Watching you try to catch your breath. Sliding my fingers into you, seeing your back arch in pleasure and pain.

Hearing you struggle to scream my name. Choking on every syllable. That drink that you say only I'm allowed to taste running down my fingers. Your once straight hair now a curly sweaty mess and your red lipstick smudged. A night dedicated just to us two. Passed out under my sheets in my bed. Exhausted. Fragile and weak just like a rose, your favourite flower. Last night.

Our last night. 

Inspired by a poem I read in English. So it kinda has a poetry flow.   

In The Public Eye [Part 6]

After Keenan left, Nicki grabbed her coat and her shoes and went on a search to find Drake. On her way to her car, she called him but all she got was his voicemail.  She drove to his house and after getting through his security system knocked on his door. The door opened and she was met by his housekeeper. 

"Is Drake here?"

"You just missed him, do you want to leave a message?"

"No it's fine" She jumped back in her car. She drove all around the city looking for him, she checked all the places she expected him to be but he wasn't in any of them. 

I never realised how important he was to me until now. I possibly just lost him as a friend, 'boyfriend' and lover all in one day.

She pulled out of the road and stopped her car and tried to call him but she reached his voicemail again. 

"Damn, turning back to his old jerky self" She put her head on the steering wheel. Thinking. A place she hadn't though of popped into her head. The studio. That's where she headed. 

She arrived at the studio he liked to record in. She saw his name on the sheet of people there. She ran to the room he was in and she immediately heard his voice. 

"....You don't even know what you want from love anymore. I search for something I'm missing and disappear when I'm bored. But girl, what qualities was I looking for before? Who you settling for? Who better for you than the boy, huh?" He took off his headphones and bopped to the beat. Nicki had tears in her eyes, she knew that was about her. Drake stepped out of the booth and saw her.

"Was, was that for me?"

"Maybe. I'ont know, I was just getting my feelings out"

"Want me to tell you my feelings?" Drake shrugged his shoulders at her.

"When you left I realised something. I didn't love Keenan, I just wanted to be in a relationship to stop me from catching feelings for you. I've given up. I've been trying to denying it for weeks now and it's not working but I do love you. I'm being completely truthful,"

"Can you let me talk?" Nicki sat on the couch and waited for him to start speaking.

"I never got to tell you how I feel about it. This tough guy act is not me, if you hadn't noticed. . Now let me be honest. All the rappers are real niggas, act tough and have hoes and bitches. I've never been like that so I put on that act and people started to see me differently. I started to like it then you came along. When we first met I was rude as fuck towards you and I never apologised so here's my apology. Awards night I saw you differently. You looked beautiful, you always do but you were beyond it that night. Just before we had sex, I looked at you and felt something and before you start, no it was not my dick rising. In that moment, I knew that I liked you more than I was letting off. You changed me. Made me be real to you and myself. When we went to Canada to see my mum, she said that you were the favourite girl I've ever brought home and she genuinely loves you, that does not happen much. I just wanted you to know that"

"I never knew. That was about me right? The song?"

"For you, and about you" Nicki felt butterflies in her stomach. Drake pulled her up from the couch making her stand in front of him. "Tell me who do you want?"

He backed her in the wall. Her back hit the coloured concrete and her breathing hitched. He looked into her eyes. "Who do you want?"

"You"

~

There they were again. Back in the room that started it all. A room with a great room painted blandly in crystal white paint. But it was different. Not as many people were there, just Wayne and Mark. It made them both nervous - fearful. Drake could see the scares on her face, he placed his hand on her thigh and she looked at him calming down a little and smiled.

"Here we are again" Mark started off. They said their hi's and got down to business after him and Wayne said on the two seats directly across from them. "I think you knew why you're here"

"So everything is going to plan. Nicki's album went straight to number 2 then number 1 in four weeks," Nicki smiled as they all clapped for her. "Drake's album was successful. And to top it all off both of you have Grammy nominations!"

"Where's the champagne?"

"Not yet. So with all of that, there is no need for you two to date anymore. You both knew it would have to end eventually, it shouldn't be a surprise. And I did say a year max but you two really pulled this one off and should be proud of yourselves. Anyways here's the break up plan" Mark began.

"Nicki, you have that big MTV interview to premiere moment 4 life. That will be the perfect time to announce the break up. And sorry that you're going to be the one to do it but that's just the way it goes, well your schedule goes. They are bound to ask you about Drake and when they do or ask about your relationship this is what you say," Wayne continued. They went on explaining every last detail about the plan.

"Finally, you have to break up all communication. Private phone calls and video-chats are allowed but otherwise no. No hanging out, no meals out together, no nothing. Are you both okay with this?"

Nicki and Drake looked at each other and lifted up their hands from under the table, showing they were holding hands. They both knew something was up, they were never like that before.

"No, we're not okay about this. Who are you to break up my relationship?" Drake said.

"Wait you two are,"

"Yes, do you have a problem?" Nicki questioned, eyeing both of them. Her brown eyes seemed to pierce into theirs, she was able to give looks that could kill, Mark had already experienced one and knew not to say anything,

Wayne was secretly terrified and threw his hands up in defense. "No problem at all"

~

Almost 3 years later.

"On Sunday, hip-hop's power couple Nicki Minaj and Drake showed out at the awards. Together they managed to get 6 awards. And I have one of them with me today, everyone welcome Nicki Minaj" Nicki walked out waving to the screaming audience and strutted over to Ellen to give her a hug. 

"So happy that you're here" They both sat down.

"Thank you for having me"

"Sunday must have been a great day for you"

"It really was, it's still scary going to award shows for me anyway. I still remember my first award show, I was sh-, pooping myself for it honestly and Drake's crazy ass tried to help me but it didn't work"

At the mention of Drake's name the crowd ooh'd and clapped. Nicki tried to hid the smile that was creeping on her face.

"How are you and Drake?"

"Good. really good actually"

"Since I know you all have questions for Nicki and you like to get your fans involved in your career, so how about we have some questions from the fans?"

"Alright, first question. You in the green top" She was handed a microphone and she asked her question. 

"Hi Nicki, so what I want to know is how do you keep so humble being in the industry?"

"That is a great question, hmm from the beginning I promised myself that I would enter and leave the industry being the same person. I have never been arrogant or anything, I think that answers your question"

"How did you celebrate your winnings?"

"This is going to sound so boring but I got home, drank a glass of champagne and went to bed"

"As Drake is famous too, do you ever feel like you have to do better than him?"

"Funny you ask that because I was thinking about that the other day, I still see myself as just starting my career and I think people are still getting used to me. Back to the question, I don't really I'm just doing me and if I do end up doing better than him I will rub it in his face" Nicki answered and the room erupted in laughter. 

"Last 2 questions"

"Okay. We know that Drake is currently on tour, do you miss him?"

"Like crazy, we are with each other all the time. Luckily he had a few days off so he could come to the awards. He went back last night actually. I do miss his company most definitely, I don't know how I'm going to be like by the end of his tour. Home isn't the same without him" 

"You just said you miss him, am I right?" Ellen asked and Nicki nodded. "I have something that might help you"

One of Ellen's crew member came through with a big bear with a picture of Drake attached to the face.

"Aww thank you, it's so cute"

"Squeeze it" Nicki did and Drake's voice echoed through the studio. "I love you baby" 

"How did you get his voice in the bear?" 

"Technology, it's a great thing. So back to the awards, I noticed a ring on your finger" On the screen behind them was a zoomed in picture of her ring finger with a beautiful diamond ring.

Nicki silently cursed herself for wearing it and then looked down and noticed she was still wearing it. "Are you and Drake engaged?"

Nicki bit her lip and stayed quiet for a minute, debating if she should tell the truth or lie. Ellen and the audience were desperately waiting for her answer, it was evident on their faces. She looked around and breathed.

"Yes"

That's it, it's done. Sorry for the cheesiness too.

In The Public Eye [Part 5]

"Yeah, I'm going out to have lunch then I'm heading to my video shoot... I'll call you as soon as I'm done. I promise, love you. Bye" Nicki hung up the phone and walked into the cafe. She wanted to eat alone with her careers she was constantly surrounded by people except for when she was at home. She had just over an hour to eat and get to set. Her sunglasses were firmly on her face and she dressed down wearing leggings and a baggy jumper. She thought she was unnoticeable. She hadn't even received her coffee before she was tapped on the shoulder.

"What do you want?" She didn't mean to come off so rude but she was annoyed.

"Damn who pissed in your coffee?"

"No one since I haven't got one yet" The man sat down at the seat across from her pissing her off even more.

"Some best friend you are, don't even recognise my voice" Keenan laughed.

"I'm sorry, I thought you were an annoying fan"

"What are you doing here? I thought you were in New York"

"I was, I needed to see you... Talk to you"

"I'm not even going to ask how you found me. What's up?"

"Me and Louise are over"

"Aww babe, come on let's talk somewhere more private" She searched in her bag for her purse and throw a 10 dollar bill on the table.

~

"Tell me all about it" Being that she didn't have the lunch she planned, Nicki whipped herself up a baked potato with cheese. When she was finished, she made sure they were both comfortable and he had calmed down, he had been angry in the car the ride there. 

"So when I go home after being here for the awards, she was in her dressing gown waiting for me. She jumps on me and we were kissing. We were about to make love and I heard a phone ring. It sure wasn't mine cause it was so real hood song" Nicki muffled her laugh. "I got up and looked around and saw nothing. I check the bathroom, under the bed, the draws don't ask. I opened the closet and what do I see? Some nigga in his boxers and socks. I snatched him up real quick and his dumb ass smiled at me. I almost knocked them both out" The anger was shown on his face.

"That is some deep shit, I'm sorry. You'll find someone better, I promise. Wish I could help you"

"Just help me get my mind off it" Nicki thought for a moment and started talking about their memories together. How they first met and their funny moments. They were crying of laughter at one of them. Keenan was still laughing but not as hard as Nicki was, tears were still streaming down her face. It took them a while to fully stop. But once the laughter was over, Keenan's mind wondered back to Louise. 

"I gave her everything and that's how she repays me" Nicki stroked his cheek and kissed him. She was too caught in her feelings to resist him. She felt him kissed back and pull away. 

“We shouldn't be doing this” he admitted.

“Did you not get why I did that?”

“Yeah of course I did. But... this isn't the right time. I’m sorry” Keenan grabbed his coat and walked out leaving her alone.

~

For this music video, Nicki wanted to tell a story. She was dressed down in a sense. The song and the video was something you would not expect from her because of her persona. 

"Nicki's coming on to set" The first scene she was shooting was a sort of shower scene. She had a towel around her bottom half and was wearing a simple lingerie set. "If you're not needed for this scene, move to the other side"

She took off her towel and handed it to someone and walked behind the steamed glass. The music started a short while after and Nicki lip-synced to the bridge while wiping the steam and feeling the music.

Stop!
Stop!
Won't you just stop looking through me 'cause I can't take it, no I can't take it

They had decided to shoot that scene first because she would only be wearing that unlike in the other scenes where she would be wearing two dresses and it would save from going from being full clothed to half clothed and back again.

"Cut!" The director yelled. Nicki stepped out and went to the dressing room to get ready for her first scene. She walked back out wearing a white dress that tied around her neck. She walked into the kitchen area with Willy, her boyfriend, for the video followed behind her with his bow tie untied around his neck. 

"I can’t take it, like seriously"

"You're making big drama" Willy went into the fridge to get a drink.

"I'm making big drama?!" Nicki walked towards him.

"Yeah you do"

"I'm making big drama?! So you think what your doing is okay?" By this time, she was few centimeters away from him. He looked at her and sat down at the counter table. She walked around the other side of gave a flawless hair flip and picked up the glass from the table holding it in her hand.

"I’m sick and tired of it! I’m sick and tired of it!" She violently threw the glass watching it smash.

"Of what?"

"Of the disrespect! Stop disrespecting me! Stop disrespecting me! Stop talking to people when I’m outside doing what I do, embarrassing me in-front of people! Stop!" She screamed at him getting her feelings out.

"You know what! I’m gonna leave you" He got up and turned to walk out the kitchen.

"Don't walk out" She threw another glass. She ran after him and pulled him back. She pushed into the fridge and he looked down at her.  She caressed his face as the rest of their dialogue played as a voice over.

"Cut!" Everyone clapped as Nicki took a playful bow. They went out to shoot another two scene before Nicki had an interview midway through. 

"So what is the video about?"

"The concept of the video is boy-and-girl relationship drama, you know, all of the intimate stuff as well as the fighting as well as the self-reflecting type stuff. It's basically just a love story told from the perspective of a very hard girl who doesn't want to give in but she has to"

~

After the video shoot, Drake and Nicki were chilling at her house. They were going to hang out after the shoot anyway and Nicki's house was closer to the set. They were talking on a more personal level with a half empty pizza box, huge bottle of coca-cola and two glasses on the table.

"So I couldn't help but notice that model looked like me?"

"Boy bye, he looked better than you" Nicki laughed at the face he made and decided to change the subject.

 "I had fun spending time with your family, I never told you"

"I'm glad, they really liked you. Especially my mum, she was talking about how she can spend girl time with you and get your nails and hair done together"

"Aww that's so cute, I would love to. I can't wait to see her again... Maybe I shouldn't have said that since you're trying to get with another girl"

"What girl?"

"The one you talk about all the time, I saw your conversation on the plane with Ryan well not all of it but I saw enough". Nicki picked up her glass from the table and drank some of her coke.

Drake's heart started to beat a little faster. She knows was the only thought running through his mind. It was over. He ran his fingers through his small fro and sighed. "That girl is you" Nicki stopped drinking and put her glass back in it's place.

"You talk about me all the time?" Nicki asked him and he gave her a simple nod. "That's funny cause I do the same thing, it's kind of childish to be honest"

"You talk about yourself all the time?"

"No you dimwit, I talk about you all the time" She really empathized the you. "So you're feeling me huh?"

"Lil' bit" 

"You know it's scary to think that over 3 months ago were forced to be together. I didn't want to and you definitely didn't but look at us now. We somewhat developed a friendship out of this. This is going to sound crazy but I don't want us to break up. I like being with you. I like the dates we go on even though they're never private. I even like how we act like we hate each other sometimes. I really enjoy spending time with you. I think I love you, forget that. I don't think I know that I love you" 

Nicki had admitted what she had wanted to for a while, she never expected to love an asshole like him but she did. A knock disturbed them. Nicki looked at the door and saw the vibrations from the hard knocks.

"Come with me, I don't know who could be there. Knocking my goddamn door so hard" Drake followed behind her.

She unlocked the door and in walked Keenan. He grabbed her waist and kissed her deeply. Nicki's body froze, she didn't react. What was he doing there? She thought he had gone back home to New York. She pulled away and stared at him.

"Keenan I,"

“I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss and I realised I want this too. So what do you say?” The smile on his face was making her feel bad and she could feel Drake's eyes staring at her. Drake shook his head and stormed out. Nicki tried to grab his arm but he pulled his arm back. She was about to run after him but Keenan stopped her.

"What was that about?" Nicki turned and walked away from him. He shut the door and followed her knowing she would be going to the living room. He found her with her head resting in her hands. 

"Are you going to tell me or what?"

"I just told Drake how I feel about him and you came and," She didn't finish her sentence and put her face back in her hands breathing deeply. 

"So what was today about then?" 

Moving her hands from her mouth, she said. "Look I'm so sorry, my feeling were all messed up. I'm going to be honest with you, I've loved you since we met all those years ago but you was always in a relationship with someone then I finally built the courage up to tell you, you met Louise. It broke my heart then I met Drake. I know I said that he was an asshole but, he's more than that. Over these few months, something happened between us. Even though we aren't really dating, it feels like we are. He makes me feel special. When I kissed you today, I was stuck between you and him. I was caught up with my old crush, I thought I wanted you but I don't. I'm starting to realise my feelings for you are gone and I want to be with him properly which will never happen because of what he saw and everything else. I'm sorry" She looked up and saw Keenan's face and started to tear up. 

"Stop apologising, I understand. It was bound to happen. You need to find him and tell him what you told me" He pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly. "Go get him"

Let me apologize for how shitty this is but bare with me. Oh and the next part will be the end, I split the last part in two so this is the first part.  3 comments or more :*

In The Public Eye [Part 4]

Nicki woke with a pounding headache. The sun was shining directly at her so she covered her eyes to shade them. She stretched reaching her hands up towards the ceiling and as they slowly came down, she felt a surge of vomit rush up her throat. She covered her mouth quickly and rolled out her bed dashing to the bathroom. She reached the toilet just in time. Her head was over the toilet as the vomit constantly came out of her mouth. When she had finally finished, she got up and walked over to the sink. 

"Fuck. That is why I do not drink"

She knew she was a lightweight but at the party, she drank every glass that handed to her. Truthfully she only had 5 shots but it felt like a thousand. She finally looked at her appearance in the mirror and stepped back. Her hair was a complete mess, her makeup was smudged and she was naked. She rubbed her eyes, thinking that her vision was messed up. She opened them to see the same things and noticed what seemed like bruises on her chest and shoulders.

"I must have been a mess last night" She said to herself and got into the shower. She made sure she was fresh and clean before she got out and wrapped her towel around her body tightly. She washed her face and brushed her teeth. She looked around her room and saw her dress on the floor with her thongs not too far away from it then she saw Drake clothes, his jacket and his jeans on the floor too. Nicki thought nothing of it and finished getting dressed. After she was dressed and her room was clean, she went downstairs to make breakfast. She walked through the lounge and saw Drake sprawled out on the couch in nothing but his boxers. 

"He must have been as bad as me" 

Drake woke up to the smell of eggs, turkey bacon and pancakes. He went to the kitchen and saw Nicki flipping a pancake singing to herself.

"Nice singing" Drake said. Nicki was so embarrassed. She could only hide her face in shame.

"I thought you were still sleeping, oh well go sit at the table it should be finished soon" 

Not long after, Nicki brought the two plates to the table.

"Thank you" Drake smiled and tucked in straight away. Nicki shook her head at his eagerness. She herself sat down and devoured her food. Afterwards Drake helped her clean up.

"Are you not uncomfortable being around me in your boxers?" Nicki asked as she washed some of the plates.

"Nah, I'm good" Drake finished drying the cutlery. 

She turned around to look at him and saw something unexpected. "Oh my God" 

"What now?"

Nicki kept her eyes above his waist. "Little you is trying to say hello" 

Drake raised his eyebrow totally confused about what she was talking about. Since she was looking away from him, he knew it was something about his body. He looked down and saw it. 

"Ah fuck it, can you call someone to get me some clothes while I shower?"

"Y-yeah sure. Towels are on the rack" She struggled to say, she was tempted to have a look.

"Thanks" Drake ran upstairs to the bathroom and Nicki called Lydia.

"Good morning"

"Morning, I need some clothes for Drake, I don't know what size he is but I don't know his size"

"I'll get in contact with his stylist and I'll get them over to you"

"Thank you"

"You're welcome, bye"

"Bye" They hung up. Since she had nothing to do, she went to do some washing. The after party clothes were left because they would need to be specially clean because of their fabrics. When they were in the washing machine, Nicki went back to the lounge to relax. She was slowly dozing off when she heard the door latch unlock and in walked Lydia.

"Got what you asked for"

"Oh gosh, thank you"

"What's with you?"

"You don't even want to know"

"I do" Lydia put the bag down and sat down next to her.

"I can't remember the after-party, I woke up naked with bruises and I saw Drake with a boner"

"Damn gurl, you must have had fun last night"

"I don't think so, I feel horrible"

"How did you get bruised up?"

"I wasn't in a fight I know that for sure but look at this one" Nicki pulled down her shirt to show a massive purple mark on the top of her left boob. Lydia looked closely and pressed her nail against it.

"Hunny, that's not a bruise"

"Well what is it?"

"A hickey"

"A what?" Nicki practically shouted. Drake came down with his towel wrapped around his waist. 

"His abs were sculptured by God" Nicki thought as she watched the water drip down his shoulders and make their way down his chest. Nicki was too distracted to answer his question, Lydia was too but snapped out of it.

"Here you go, I got you two tops, some jeans, boxers and Jordan's. Is that okay?"

"That's fine, thanks again" Drake smiled and went back up the stairs.

"I don't see why you don't like him, he's sweet"

"When he wants to be" Drake was upstairs getting dressed and his mind wondered back to when he went downstairs and Nicki couldn't keep her eyes off him. Maybe she did like him and was scared to admit it. Drake got dressed and put his clothes in the bag so he could take them home later.

"Can we talk?" Nicki asked.

"Yeah, what's up?"

"I woke up naked with hickies all over my body, I thought they were bruises but Lydia said they were hickies so I'm going to say they're hickies anyway back to the point, did I have sex last night?"

Drake remembered everything that happened the night before but she obviously didn't. He didn't want to tell her what really happened. "Well judging from what you told me, we must have got carried away last night"

"Damn" Nicki was kind of surprised and relieved. "Oh, well thank God it was with you or I would be a mess right now"

"I guess you could say that. I'm gonna go, get some shit to do" He went back to get his bag. He sloppily kissed her cheek. Nicki screamed feeling his slobber run down the side of her face. 

"I'll call you" He laughed and was about the door.

~

"Aubrey" His mother's voice said through the phone. It was always a pleasure to hear her voice but not this time.

"Hey ma" Drake said slowly.

"I haven't spoke to you in a while"

"I've been busy, ma. With my alb,"

He was sharply cut off by his mum. "So busy, you couldn't give your mother a call?"

"I," He had no excuse, he could have called her truthfully. 

"And what's this I heard about you having a girlfriend?"

"It's nothing"

"I want to meet her"

"But,"

"No ifs or buts I expect to see you both soon, bye son"

"Bye"

Now this was going to be hard. He couldn't back out of it and he wasn't sure if Nicki would want to go. Impressing his mum was going to be hard for the both of them.

~

Over a week later, Nicki and Drake had talked about what happened at and after the afterparty and decided to forget all about it. They both found the situation funny. More speculations of them dating came after their public, national kiss. You would think after that it would obvious that they were but it still needed to be confirmed. Fans were constantly in her mentions pestering her bout it so she answered and Drake added his own little bit to it.

@NICKIMINAJ: U scurred? @Drake u ready to make the announcement or wha?

@Drake: @NICKIMINAJ Baby I am never scared. PROUD is more the word I would use

@NICKIMINAJ: I guess its obvious now, thanks for the love and support. We are very happy :)

Right now, they out on a date - a friendly date. It was a friendly date to them but the paps outside saw it differently. 

"So um, what you doing next week?" 

"Nothing I don't think, why?"

"My mum wants me to go and see her, and she wants me to bring you with me" Drake said and waited for her reaction. Nicki's drink went down the wrong way and she started to cough.

"She wants to see me?"

"That's what I said but she found out about me dating someone and insisted you come with me so"

"I don't know"

"Please, I can't disappoint my mum. It'll be for a few days" 

"Alright since you're begging" Nicki smiled at him. 

~

Neither of them were prepared for the week they were going to have. It was going to be the ultimate test of the realness of their relationship. Nicki was still very hesitant about it, it would feel awful if his family got used to her just for her to disappear after they break up.

"Passengers buckle your seat belts, the plane is about to take off. All electrical equipment such as phones and mp3 players must be turned off. You'll be alerted when you can move around. Enjoy your flight" They were on a private flight, there was Nicki, Drake and their security team.

As soon as she felt the plane move, she shrieked. She had always hated flying and planes. 

"You alright?" 

"No" She could feel butterflies in her stomach and her hands were shaking.

"Come 'ere" Nicki looked at him and then moved closer to him. He lifted his arm up so she could snuggle him. She hid her face under his jacket and tried to relax as he rubbed her back gently.

"It's okay, just relax" He tried to comfort her and it worked but she kept her head there until the plan was gliding through the air. Nicki felt the plane hadn't moved until the pilot voice came through the intercom.

"You are free to move and use your devices" Nicki moved and sat back in her seat.

"Thanks for that"

"No problem" Drake pulled out his macbook and put on his beats, and Nicki switched her phone back on and replied to all her messages. She has so distracted by her phone when she looked up and saw that she was the only one awake. She glanced over and saw Drake's laptop was still on, out of curiosity she looked at the screen. She saw he was talking to Ryan, since they were right next to each other.

ChampagnePapi: You know I can't

OVORyan: Stop playing, just tell her

ChampagnePapi: Nah, shit is going on right now

OVORyan: Bruh she's all you talk about, just do it man

ChampagnePapi: Not while this publicity stunt is going on

She couldn't see the rest without disturbing him so she left it alone and leaned back. Thoughts about this girl circled around her mind. She must have really meant something to her if he talked her all the time. She definitely was special to him. He was talking to her so he was cheating? But we aren't even really dating but it's still classed as cheating right? She let the thoughts succumb her to sleep.

She woke up in a different place. The room she was in looked like a boy's room but it looked nice. Pictures of Drake and other people on the wall. She speculated it was Drake's room. She looked at the clock on the bedside table, it read that it was 12pm. She did know that they had arrived early in the morning but wasn't sure what time.

"I definitely was tired" She spotted her suitcase across the room and got her toothbrush and hairbrush out of it. She went to fix herself and put her stuff away. The sound of the door opening scared her.

"I'm checking on her now" Drake shouted down the stairs. He turned around and saw Nicki with a scared look on her face. 

"Did you see your reflection?"

"Hahaha no. You scared me"

"Right, coming down?"

"Yeah, do I look alright?"

"What's with you girls always caring about your appearance? You always look beautiful" She felt herself blush again.

"Why does he always make me blush?" She thought.

"Come on then" He put his hand out for her to take. They walked down to everyone hand in hand. The closer they got, the more nervous she got to meet everyone. She had to make a good impression, thankfully what she was wearing wasn't bad. She was wearing denim jeans with a green tank top and black ankle boots.

"I hope I don't smell" was her last thought. Everything went silence as they came into view.

"Hello sweetie, so nice to finally meet you" Drake's mother said and gave her a hug. "You can call me Sandi"

"Nice to meet you too, Sandi" Nicki smiled warmly at her. Drake pulled her along so she could meet everyone else. It turned out not as bad as she thought it would. His family was really sweet and treated her like family.

Later that day, everyone was lounging around. Nicki and Drake were on the floor, Nicki was sat in between Drake's legs and his arms were wrapped around her. His family were telling stories about when he was younger.

"He has always been a clumsy boy"

"That was only one time" Everyone was laughing at him and he was clearly embarrassed. Drake looked down at Nicki and saw her laughing and smiling. She looked up at him and smiled.

"Kiss! Kiss!" Everyone chanted.  Drake shrugged and leaned down giving her a peck causing everyone to cheer. They were in for an interesting week.

I kinda rushed some events but it's all for a reason. They've been 'dating' for almost 4 months now, just in case you were wondering. 3 comments or more :*